Nevermore Bliss
Jaycee wanted to kill herself; in fact, she yearned for the moment that she would take her own life. Her contact with people, such as her mother and father, brother and sisters, and friends, became very rare. When the phone would ring, she would not answer it. She did not want to talk, regardless of whom it could possibly be; she could not pretend that life was good or that she wanted to be alive. She laid in bed on hours without end. She would sleep all day if she were not obligated to attend school. In fact, on weekends Jaycee stayed asleep, or in bed, for over eighteen hours each day. School was all she had. She kept perfect attendance all the way up to her senior year and she’d be damned if she was going to screw that up too. She thought of her attendance as an accomplishment, even if it only meant being present everyday. Her job, as a real estate office receptionist, became a hassle. Even though her only duty was to sit at a desk and answer the phone and client’s questions, she could not handle the added pressure. Throughout the day, Jaycee would search her mind for another excuse that could hopefully get her pardoned from going in. Without any concern, she knew that if she were a no-show, then nobody woul
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