This is the life of a young girl who unbeknown to her young girl she will be no more. The purity and vulnerability of being an innocent child and how cruelty and violence can change that all within a single heart beat.

Her life takes off in 1977 when she is a mere 4 year old child. She lays in her

bed fast asleep, as her mother works a double shift at the local hospital, when she

suddenly feels pain in what she calls her “thothe”. She opens her eyes and clutches her

“thothe” when she sees her step-father inserting his fingers inside her. The smell of his

drunken breath is upon her face as he laughes and threatens to kill her mother and little

sister if she dares to scream or tell anyone. So, she lays there hopeless with her little

heart pounding as he strips her of her innocence, purity, and vulnerability.

Suddenly, there was a noise and quickly removes his fingers from her “thothe”.

mother but, she remembered what he had told her so, instead she laid in bed and consumed her pain and shock within herself. She now knew that her life will never be

as if she were asleep in hopes to have him walk away but, it never did work. One night

Later, when she was 15 years old she had began to constantly fight him, disrespect him in front of his friends, and hit him. Her mother never knew what was going on. She thought it was just a teenage thing like a rebellion. He tried when night to rape her again but, this time she fought him and told him to leave her family alone. He responded by saying I’ll kill you before I leave you! She looked at him and told him you have already killed me!

For months he continued to enter her room almost every night and she would act

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