I used to have a very nice, long hair when I was a kid. Well, I don’t have it anymore with the changes of hormones in my body, my beautiful hair turn

The turning point of our sweet, funny, and enjoyable years of puppy love was when we nearly going to end standard 4. ‘A’ switched to a school near his new house. What hurt me the most was that he doesn’t tell me anything about it. All I know was that one day, he just gone from the school. I was really angry, sad, and I think that was the thing that separated us. I don’t know why ‘A’ never told me about it. Feeling so disappointed, I switched back to my old primary school. There, I recalled back my every sweet moment with ‘A’. At that time, I thought that I would never meet him again even though his new house was not so far away from my place.

Then, I finally got into secondary school. Surprisingly or maybe unfortunately, I met ‘A’ again. My first impression when I saw him again was that; he had changed. There were too many changes on him. He never really smiled when our eyes met and always changed his path if he saw me walking on the same lane. My ego made me hate him. In fact, I hated him so much that I kept telling myself that he was nothing but an average guy who thought that he’s so cute, and I kept convincing myself that I’m going to get someone who is better than him. I did actually. At least I thought I did. I thought that I could forget him and any guy could just be better than him in every way. But I was totally wrong. I never met anyone like him. Nobody I met was better than him. I kept accepting new guys in my life and dumped them when I felt bored. I was even called a heartbreaker at that time. Before long, again I was told that ‘A’ had switched to another school (he was like a nomad huh?) near his new house in Damansara. This time, I didn’t really feel sad. I just felt like losing something that I really like.

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HARD FORGET, school ‘a’, switched school, ‘a’ switched school, near house, school near, told ‘a’, ‘a’ friend, primary school, ‘a’ switched, ‘a’ friends, fried chicken,