This is probably the hardest question for me. It would be easy to say for the sake of the test that I believe as the Mormons do or as the Christians do. However, we had that little conversation the other day and you know that I do not believe as they do. Right now, let?s just say that I am floating. I don?t have any strong beliefs at this time.

I do not know what, where or even if there is a Heaven and a Hell. I do know that there is a source, an entity all knowing and divine, but who, what and where this source is far beyond my knowledge. I just know that there is something greater than myself that is out there. I have to say that at times it has felt that there has been someone or something looking over my shoulder and watching out for me. Who or what it was I do not know, but I do know that it was there.

I have a hard time believing in a cut and dry Heaven and Hell. The bible speaks

This is where I start getting frustrated. If there is a spirit world that you go to after death than how can some spirit communicate with us? If we are to be sleeping until judgment day, did someone?s alarm go off early? Why would a spirit be ?trapped? on earth to haunt someplace? Why can some spirits warn us of dangers to come in some cases and then let terrible things happen in others?

of fire and brimstone; I personally just can?t picture it that way. You hear people preaching of burning or rotting in hell, I feel that it just makes for a colorful sermon. I feel that if there is a God that he would far surpass something such as burning someone in hell. I think that if there really is a Hell that it would be far worse than any human mind could ever comprehend. Where it would be; I have no idea. However, if God is as forgiving, and loves each and every one of us equally as I have been taught; why would he want to see any of us in pain or suffering? Wouldn?t he just forgive us, and then we all live happily ever after?

It is basically the yin and the yang you can?t have one without the other. But then again, maybe we don?t need both and it is something that we will be able to understand once we pass on from this life.

It is hard for me to talk about this at a personal level because it is something that I have been struggling with for sometime. It would have been

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