Blane

You know how active Sheila is in the whole movement for Inggas schools, a goal that almost seems ridiculous, well that just makes this worse. Sheila and I have stopped most of our petty bickering over this, but she hasn’t slept in the same bed with me in two weeks now, ever since we started arguing about all of this. She is just so stubborn and bent on being one sided instead of weig

This feeling makes me think that it will just be best for Matt to go to the Kongcric school and learn their culture and language and move on with his life and feed into their propaganda, simply because he would be more equipped to survive in their world. That is what Sheila will not understand; I am just thinking rationally here though, there are so many of them and they conquered us so easily, I just cannot see us ever really being a free people or planet again. It is just so hard mom, I only want the best for my son, and I want so badly for him to have a better life than what we have now. I wish dad were still around he would know what to do, the old Captain always had a plan or idea, if he were still around I know we would have the courage to liberate ourselves, but that is probably why he is gone. I miss him mom, I miss him every day, and I can still see him in full uniform going out to trying to organize a resistance… I loved him so much and never really told him as much as I should have, he died for me so I could have a better life, one free of restrictions and foreign rule. He died so that I could raise my son to speak Inggas and not still be a success, he died for the cause that died with him. Well mom, not anymore, my son will be free some day, and when he is, I want him to pass our language on to his children and his children’s children, I want this age of terror and darkness to end. I will live under these monsters no more, mother, I might not live for too much longer, but at least I will know I’m trying to make the world a better place for my son. This is my answer, the only answer; I can’t just send off my son and allow him to forget his heritage in hopes that his life will be better, I have to do something here and now to make sure that his life will be better, I have to make a stand.

hing both sides of this. She knows that I want my son to grow up speaking my language, learning my culture, and succeeding by doing so, but this isn’t the 21st Century any more, he cannot be a doctor or a lawyer, he can never be much more than I am, they will not let him, even if he does learn their language and practices. I understand that, but he will still be able to communicate with them more easily and he may make contacts within his school that could help to climber higher than I ever could just speaking Inggas. It is just such a hard choice; I don’t know

Some topics in this essay:
Matt Kongcric, Inggas Sheila, God Country, , Independence Day, learn inggas, learn culture, learn language, son proud, raise son, dad captain, free people,