When I woke up I had no clue where I was and no idea who I was. I got the daze feeling out of my eyes and noticed I was the same place I was last night still at the kids house. I did not know him all I knew was that his name was Jason. He was a twelfth grader and I was only a Freshman, so I knew if my parents found out where I was I would be killed for that. After I got up and brushed the beer cans off from on top of me, I

My friends noticed something was wrong with me. Even though they were on E they knew something was very wrong. My old friends could not help me anymore I was so gone. If they came to talk to me they would not understand a word I was saying because I did not make sense. I did not speak English anymore, well I thought I but no one understood me. Lucky for me I had friends that cared. Even though I left them at the start of the year to become a drug user they still cared and wanted the best for me. When one of them realized that I was on E and could not stop talking the pill they tried to get me help but i told them no. By the time Erica noticed it was April already. I was not just on E on the weekends but I did E on the school nights now. I could not stop. I knew I needed help but people would look down at me if people found out I was on E. Erica was my number one best friend all through middle school. She was there for me trough thick and thin and she knew!

the real me. She knew what I was doing. When she noticed I was as bad as I was she went right to the school principal. She told him everything. How I was dropping E, skipping school and even stilling money from my own parents to buy the drugs. She was my angle. The one who looks over me, she got me the help I needed and no one else did. Not only did she get me the help she was there through the whole time and after I was out of rehab.

Right now I am a 11 grader in High school and I missed a year of my childhood to go through something that no one should. Oh G-D I have learned my lesson and if I can go back into time I would never have dropped that pill at Jason’s House party. I should have never taken the drug from Paul and i should have gone. I was the only Freshman there and I think I was just trying to be cool and be in with the in group. I never thought of what would happen to me because of one little pill. So small so little but can change a person life in a blink of an eye.”

The minute my principal found out what was going on in his school he called Sir Washington Rehab Center in upstate New York. I was sent there within a week of Erica going to Mr. Goldstein, the principal. I was there from April 1999 to the April of 2000. One whole year with out my family. At first I was very excited that I was away from my family and no one would know Whats going on in my life. Like I thought this rehab place would look over me at all times. From the minute I got there on April 22, 1999 till the minute i left on April 26, 2000 I was under 24 hour watch. The only place I was free was in the bathroom and don’t worry they went in after me to make sure no drugs were used in there. I had drug tests every other week to make sure noting was going on but there was not way here you ca

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