I was very in touch with my sexuality at a young age. I may not have understood sexuality as I do know, but I was always in touch with it. I was 5 years old and having sexual relations with my teddy bear. My mom walked into a door that I thought was locked, and discovered me, and my newfound passion. Being as close as I was to orgasm I couldn’t bring myself to stop. It was a weird mixture of embarrassment and release. My mother calmly told me to go take a bath and we would talk about some things when I got through. This experience opened another to relation ship with my mother, and we have always been able to discuss sex openly. My dad on the other hand had never discussed sex as he did with my older brother Brandon. I was comfortable with the situation on hand.
The experience was great, and I wouldn’t change a thing. Then the hard part came because now I’m more curious than ever. I loved my boyfriend, but I loved to explore even more. It was easy for me to have sexual relationships with other men because they were all I hung out with. In my own words I would call it an exchange of sexual learning.
I’m grateful for all the experiences I’ve had in my life, the good and the bad. All these experiences have made me someone that I am very proud to be. It’s very important for me to take precautions-I don’t have any children, STD’s, or reputations nor do I care too. Life alone is hard enough to get through; I surely don’t need any obstacles holding me back.
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