Victor felt overwhelmed as he abused his abilities to achieve pride in himself. During the time where his first creation pleaded him for a companion, Victor feared to repeat the remorse in which he endured years before. With this, Victor reflected on his decisions of following through with his creatures demand and asserted, "Three years before I was engaged in the same manner, and had created a fiend whose unparalleled barbarity had desolated my heart, and filled it forever with the bitterest remorse" (120). Though Victor refused to repeat his journey through misery, his previous creations kept him from the path of recovery. With a continuous chase to revive himself, Victor's very first undertaking kept him running towards internal salvage, but his feet weren't quite fast enough. .
When one sets their mind to one aspect and attempts to grow from it, they eventually become oblivious to many valuable opportunities. This standpoint which Victor set all of his focus towards, manipulated him until he was completely crazed. Not only did interaction with his loved ones become distant, however it becomes lost, as his monster in which Victor's image was to be perfect, became that of a murderer. Feeling faulted for many deaths of his family, Victor mourned, "Nothing is more painful to the human mind after the feelings have been worked up by a quick succession of events, the dead calmness of inaction and certainty follows and deprives the soul both of hope and fear" (61). As if there was no turning back, the monsters destruction had Victor not only fearing the creature, however fearing himself. The various scenes caused by this alienated creature, drove Victor towards a bitter craze. From this moment, Victor's mind became corrupted, for he could not escape his fashion through anything but dreams. "Sometimes indeed, I dreamt that I wandered in flowery meadows and pleasant vales with the friends of my youth; but awoke, and found myself in a dungeon" (147).