Today was the biggest day of all of our lives. For me, this day was one that could haunt me forever. Today is the day my band steals the show with our first time on stage, but today is also "the day the world ends." After a couple of long, stressful hours of sitting around, staring at the ceiling, I knew the band was more on edge than ever. I recall vividly that Matt was extremely apprehensive that day, getting upset with Jack numerous times during rehearsal for pointless reasons. We practiced every single day for this one show because we all had too many mixed emotions about the show to stop. We just had to be the ideal perfect band for our first show, or so we thought. After we intensely rehearsed for hours upon hours, we finally came to the realization all at once that not one of us has had a single thing to eat today. Along with this realization, we also noticed that we had gone over our rehearsal time and were now 30 minutes behind our schedule. Frantically throwing gear into our bags and slinging it anxiously into the back of Jack's crowded vehicle, we finally hit the road. Seconds after we reached the interstate, I remember passing out suddenly in the back of Jack's car. I can still vaguely recall Matt and Sid talking to me as they carried my somewhat conscious self inside. It did not take long for me to come back to the real world, but when I finally did, I realized I needed to tell the guys something pretty important-and now. I remember the sudden rush of blood to my warm face and the sweat that started to form around my forehead as I try to tell my best friends something I had kept from them for a long time. As I look up at Sid, the words just burst out of my mouth like a bullet out of a gun, "I have stage fright!" This was something I had been hiding from each of my friends, even myself sometimes. With a loud sigh, our lead singer Sid says, "I do too man, it's nothing to be embarrassed of.