Then suddenly your heart skips a beat. You obviously said, "Yes." Then you explained everything you know about the material to this gentleman and during the explanation to him, you accidentally rub against his hand. And all you felt was his smooth skin rubbing against yours which leads to warmth and security from him. You felt good explaining everything to him because he was not too worried about the upcoming final, thanks to you. All you wanted from that point was him, and if you couldn't have him, you would live a miserable life. After the explanation there wasn't any more conversation, but you wanted another conversation with him so bad. But it was your choice to initiate another conversation with him, but you do not have the courage to initiate another conversation with him, so you don't. After the class session was over, he thank you for the help, and he asked you for your name. You gave yours. He gave his. You obviously knew that he has some kind of interest towards you since he was glancing at you every five minute during the class session. You wanted to ask him for his number, so you can help him in any other school work, and hopefully lead into something else like a relationship. However, it was your choice to ask him, but you don't because you were too scared of getting rejected. There were many signs telling you that he was interested, but you didn't initiate it. The following week, after taking the final, he greeted you saying, "Good luck on the test" and you also wish him luck too. Then after that day, you never ever saw him ever again. It was really your choice to move this "little friendship" to the next level. He kept on pushing all the little buttons to say he was interested to do so. But you were not complying with all his signs, so it was over. What were you waiting for? For him to trip in front of you, so he can land on top of your arms and somehow magically fall in love and live happily ever after? Your life revolves around your choices you make in life, not by chance.
