Yes, I know a lot of girls do love him too, but i don't mean the actor Vic Zhuo, but rather Hua Tze Lei--the character. There's just so many things about him that makes my heart feel for and with him.
I love the way he chooses to be silent, speaking only if matters needed a thorough look at it. Always with a sense of right and wrong and endless care.
I love how he can be so helpful to others while at the same time putting himself on the line.
I love how he always thinks of others first before himself. Giving them what they want and need even if he knows it would hurt him.
I love how he continuously takes care of the woman he loves even though he knows that she wouldn't't love him. Always being there for her when the world seems to be crumbling in on her, not expecting anything in return.
I love how he can sacrifice his own feelings. Trying very hard to stop showing his true emotions for the sake of his friend. How he always do things possible to get the love of his life and his friend together, safe in each others arms. Even if his heart is already breaking, he doesn't't think twice of helping them, sometimes even getting stuck in between which, if you think about it, makes his heart just bleeds more.
I love his idea of love. I'm just so awed by the fact that the writer could still think of a guy who knows how to sacrifice his own heart because of LOVE. Lei's idea of love is so unmarked by the things that happen in the world, he isn't greedy and self-centered and all those other things that they say that LOVE is mostly made of.
In the future, I sincerely hope and wish that I would be able to find someone like LEI. So good, and sweet and wonderful. Someone who knows how to love without asking anything in return, the kind that knows how to love TRULY and PURELY. But of course, less of his extreme silentness, and more of having the guts to tell someone what he feels and not just keeping it to himself.
