The Crucible, written by Arthur Miller, depicts the story of the Salem witch-hunt and the chaos it caused. One of the main characters is John Proctor. Proctor is put through many life-changing decisions. In many cases, a decision he made in one situation led to another problem. Proctor is the tragic hero of this story. .
If Proctor were not such an admirable character, he probably would not have been in the massive mess he was. Proctor made a very humanly mistake in the beginning. In considering his wife's sickness and loneliness, he looked to Abigail. Proctor's passion and sexuality no doubt frightened Elizabeth. He probably felt rebuffed and disappointed when she did not or could not return the expressions of love from him. Abigail most likely adored him because of his strength and honesty. "Gah! I'd almost forgot how strong you are, John Proctor" (21)! With this statement, Abigail shows that she never really forgot about him. He was always running threw her mind. She thought he would still be into her too. .
After his affair with Abigail, he made an even bigger mistake. He rejected Abigail and went back to his wife, without thinking what Abigail might due in response. Abigail sought vengeance upon Proctor. .
"Cheever: .I have a warrant for your wife. .
Proctor: Who charged her? .
Cheever: Why, Abigail Williams charged her. .
Proctor: On what proof, what proof? (22-23)".
Proctor had eventually figured Abigail would do something like this. This quotation shows that Abigail did not care a bit for Elizabeth. She did not, however, wish anything bad to happen against John. .
After the affair with Abigail, he feels shamed by Elizabeth's self-control, as well as a huge feeling of guilt. John Proctor was not the same man to himself as he was to others. In a way, their admiration revolted him. This was because he was disgusted with himself. Elizabeth hinted at this problem when she said, "The magistrate sits in your heart that judges you" (55).