... do again. I went people watching and found myself on top of a bridge and I felt powerful knowing that what my actions are can determine a lot. It's hard to understand, I wasn't planning on doing anything, I'm not upset I just felt powerful. I don't think I have a lot of power. I go to school because it's what my parents expect of me. Ever since Patrick and Brad have begun speaking ... life, maybe it has always been an unrealistic idea. Maybe I wasn't enough for her. I think that it's entirely possible I was trying too hard to create endless infinities between us, just so we could be inf...

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