Instead of missing them while they are away, Edna always feels relief when they are visiting family members. She also feels that she "blindly assumed- the responsibility of a mother and is not fit for the job. While most mothers would emotionally, physically, and financially give up their all for their children; Edna would only "give up the essential."" She would "give [her] life for [her] children; but wouldn't give [herself]."".
"[The Children's] absence was a sort of relief, though she did not admit this, even to herself. It seemed to free her of a responsibility which she had blindly assumed and for which Fate had not fitted her."" .
Through her encounters and experiences that summer at Grand Isle, Edna slowly realizes that there is something wrong with her relationships and life. She feels empty and meaningless inside. Something is "beginning to dawn dimly within her."" It is a "light- that "shows the way- but also "forbids it."" Unknowingly, the mysterious feelings "moved her to dreams, to thoughtfulness, and to the shadowy anguish which had overcome her to tears."" .
Edna has always been a woman who keeps to herself and is not one to discuss her feelings and private matters with others. Since childhood, she has been aware of a "dual life "the outward existence which conforms, the inward life which questions." Slowly, Edna begins to open up to others as she develops an increasingly close friendship with the candid Adele. Edna confesses to Adele that "this summer [she feels] as if [she] were walking through the green meadow again; idly, aimlessly, unthinking, and unguided."" As Edna expresses her inner thoughts and feelings to Adele, she is also beginning to rediscover herself.
Whenever Edna listens to Adele practice her piano pieces, images of different emotions appear in her mind: a naked man staring out at a fleeing bird in "hopeless resignation," a dancing woman, children at play, etc.