I start thinking of her every day and night. I always had a nice dream with her, but I will wake up alone and found out that it was only just a dream. I even found Biddy to tutor me to try to become less coarse to impress Estella. I felt that I couldn't wait any longer to see her again. Finally after a few days, I was invited to the Satis House again. There were many Miss Havisham's relatives there and they were having some noisy conversations. Still, same as what I am expecting, Estella continues to taunt me again. This time I decided to act like a strong man, and I told Estella that she is not as insulting as last time. Then, she slapped my face hard to try to make me cry. Dedicated that I am strong enough, I said to Estella staunchly that I'll never cry for you again. As I saw Miss Havisham, she continues to point out Estella's beauty to me and then I was sent outside again. There, I met a pale young gentleman that stops me. I became so frightened and almost panic when he said he wants to fight me because he looks like an experienced dexterous fighter that was seven foot tall. In a split second he pulled back his arm clenching his fist and threw it forward with a force that knocked me backward. I cursed myself, took a step forward relentlessly and swung him a punch. At this moment, the fight became so brutal that he had a bloody nose and blood flows out of my mouth. Then, he stood up, seemed to have no strength, looked at me using his black eyes, and started to fight back. .
After I punched him again for a few times, I can fell that he can never hit me hard again although he is as brave as a warrior. Then, he kneeled on the ground and surrendered while his head was pounding and the wounds of both his arm and hands were flowing feely with blood. To my surprise, Estella was watching this violence in the courtyard. Instead of letting me home, she beckoned me up and said, "Come here! You may kiss me, if you like".
