He traded in his textbooks for records. Hamper started to get this feeling that he was never meant to be a success. He was no longer the honor roll student that he once was. By his senior year, his devotion to school matters became a complete joke. .
Hampers mind was distorted with the feeling that he was never going to be anything but a Rivethead. As stated before, he was forced into a father figure role at a young age. He really believed that he would not grow up to be anything in life. I believe that his father filled his head with nonsense about him working in the factory and he, in turn, believed him. When he was forced to play the role of "daddy," I think he thought that he was truly going to follow in his father's footsteps. .
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Finally, the Rivethead uses alcohol to distort life. He uses alcohol to escape from reality numerous times in his life. Alcohol is his way of withdrawing from reality. This holds true not only to Ben Hamper but also to thousands of alcoholics who drink to get away from their problems. Alcohol might help for the time being but when you wake up the next morning, the problems are still going to be there. Hamper would never correct the problems. He would, like most alcoholics do, just buy more alcohol and save the problems for the next day and so on and so on.
The next defense that the Rivethead uses is denial. This defense is evident throughout the book. The Rivethead cannot accept his own talent. Hamper discovers that he can write poetry pretty well. He even composes his own collection of poems called "Intestines of a Balloon." He then goes on to say that "I was even beginning to think that I might defy my shop rat heritage after all." (Hamper, 18) At this point Hamper realizes that he has talent but then he decides to use his talent for the wrong reasons.
Ben Hamper realizes that his poetry is a great way of winning girls over. He says "I did discover that the poetry, as awkward and schmaltzy as it was, drew great favor from the girls of my sophomore class.