After a week of knowing each other, we agreed on meeting at a transit center which she later confided in me that it was because she did not know if I was real. A couple dates later, I tried to kiss her, but she rejected me. I felt embarrassed, but I managed to compose myself and asked her to be my girlfriend. Unlike other couples, I did not show her off on social media or introduce her to my family and friends. Even though my relationship with my ex was over, I was still trying to get a second chance with her.
By the time Yesenia and I were two months, I found out that my ex had broken up with her boyfriend. Yesenia had given me so much space to myself that I took advantage of it. I began to talk more to my ex-girlfriend and almost completely stopped talking to Yesenia. Whenever I would text and talk to my ex, I would tell my girlfriend that I was going to sleep, busy at work, or helping other people. On my girlfriend's seventeenth birthday I decided to go with my mother instead of going to my girlfriend's birthday party. Unexpectedly, one day my ex decided to go out with me again and I chose to cheat on my girlfriend. I lied to Paulina by telling her I was not going out with anyone else. It was difficult to maintain two relationships at the same time. I even began to forget about Yesenia and started growing stronger feelings for my " first love" again, not knowing Yesenia had gotten pregnant.
Six months into our relationship Yesenia decided to get a contraceptive implant behind my back. She began to suspect that she was pregnant, but due to the implants side effects we were not sure if she was. She began to have mood swings which were unusual; consequently, these moody reactions only made me increasingly impatient. When Yesenia told me that she might be pregnant, I did not want to believe her. For Some idiotic reason I got scared, I did not know what to do. Three days later she told me that she really could be pregnant.