They all want me to be happy, so happy all the time. This makes me sink deeper into my feeling of hopelessness. I have tried so hard to make everyone happy by ME being happy. I have on this costume that makes me appear as if I am the perfect teenager with the perfect life. On the inside I'm screaming and crying for help. I never laugh, and I never crack a grin on the inside. My thoughts are never silenced, but I am forever muted.
There have been people in my life who I have loved so much and been crushed at the fact that the hatred they hold for me is forever in stone. I have a sister, who I envy and adore, whom I will love for eternity, but she will never love me back. I have ruined her life by not meeting up to her standards as the perfect brother. I have a dream that one day she will return and say those three words that I have always wished to hear from her. The three words that have a slim chance of giving me life. I breathe her, I see her when my eyes are not open, and she is always in my thoughts. She holds the power to make me happy. I have never believed that one person could hold so much power to another person's life. In this instance, she holds the power to my happiness. Although she is not the root of all my problems I feel that she has contributed to a lot of my sadness. These are words I cannot say to her because I fear if they are said she will hate !.
me even more for putting so much of me, into her.
I have lived with depression for so many years of my life that it has become my life. I have a feeling it will always exist inside of me. No matter who tells me it is not my fault, I will always feel it is. I have no one to blame for my unhappiness except myself. No pill or person can change my train of thought. If I can't change me, no one can change me. As I said before, I have a sister who contributed a lot of my sadness, but even in her hands and love she cannot change me. She could make a part of me happy, but depression cannot be cured, and when you have lived with it for as long as I have, you learn to deal with it.
In the third soliloquy of Hamlet, Hamlet discusses whether life is worth living or not. He is not sure which is better, death or life. ... Due to all of these problems he had, he felt that life should not be worth living and thought about committing suicide. ... Such as when a person dies he does not return to life again. ... I think life is worth living, especially now. ...
As our life expectancy grows, our quality of life decreases. ... Today, thanks to modern advances in technology, people are living to be 100 years old. ... There is no dignity in this; these people may be better off not living at all. Their quality of life is despicable they have lost everything enjoyable in life. ... Without these freedoms that make life enjoyable life is not worth living. ...
There are some advantages that result from the use of atomic energy but when deciding whether it is "worth the risks" the benefits must be weighed against the risks. ... Exposure to radiation can cause injury in the living tissues in humans, which can ultimately lead to things such as caner. ... This brings society with the huge danger of a nuclear war that could wipe out life as we know it. ... However, when looking at the risks that people take when being treated with radiation it does not seem like the best option. The threat also put on society with the fear of the use of nuclea...
(7) Life is managed; It is not cured. ... I learned you must stop living the Loser Laws and start living the real Laws of Life. ... The problem is that you have no idea what you want, if you have not idea what your life would include and not include. ... "There are no shortcuts to any place worth going." ... "This is work living, we can say, since it is what we make it. ...
"For What It's Worth" The 60's and The Music The Chinese have a saying, " May you live in interesting times." In the sixties the world was living in interesting times. ... "For What It's Worth" written by Stephen Stills was such a son. ... As Janis Joplin said, "you can't trust no one, not even your own brother" in her song "Get It While You Can." ... For what it's worth, sixties were interesting times. ...
Every time I come across the question "What is your reason for living", I get extremely frustrated because I don't really know what my reason for living is. ... Fear of failure, fear of death, and fear of not succeeding. ... My parents have invested so much time and money in me that the thought of me not doing anything with my life gives me anxiety. ... So the reason I am living is to pay my mother back for all she has done. ... If I did not know how much longer I would live, I would probably spend the rest of my life trying to get right with God. ...
"To Examine" or "Not to Examine"? ... Socrates represents the notion that the "unexamined life is not worth living", thus, the examined life is worth living because it leads to more questions; his death is peaceful and uncertain. Ivan, on the other hand, considers the "examined life not worth living". ... Ivan comes to the realization that his death is meaningless and worth nothing since his life was meaningless and worth nothing. ... This Greek philosopher believed that the unexamined life is not worth living. ...
It would seem that Daniels college degree was not worth it. ... The For the Strength of Youth booklet teaches, Education is an important part of Heavenly Fathers plan . . .the education you gain will be valuable to you during mortality and in the life to come. ... One concern of those who argue that a college education is not worth it, is that many college graduates are employed in jobs that do not require a bachelors degree. ... Although it would seem that Daniels college degree was not worth it. ... A college education was definitely worth it for Daniel although statistically it would a...
